findings, moments

the morning i started this new job, 2 dragonflys escorted me as i flew down 395. yes, i am noticing the signs.

at this new place, there have been moments of stress, and moments of downtime, and many moments of goofiness... there are a few tricks here who i just laugh and laugh and laugh with... the days are long, but i think this well be a good stomping ground for a little while.

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the more people i talk to about my new project, the more the universe delivers me validation. it feels right, with each. last week I spoke to nicole about the project, she fell in love with it, and is linking me up with a nova-based communication company which could end up paying for my entire trip out to CR. that is, if they like the project. how insane would that be? then, on saturday i spoke to heather, ann, and michael about it, and they instantly fell in love. heather even expressed interest with tfa helping, seeing how i would be traveling with kristen to egypt next summer. then today, i told my dear friend leila, and she knows a friend who did similar work with kids in africa. the lady taught the kids the story of MLK Jr and had them act out the story. there is a documentary of this somewhere and leila is getting it for me.

so many good vibes, so, so many. now its just time to work. time to review my thr of the oppressed notes. time to review my own notes and journals and thougths. time read boal's theater games for non-actors book. time to write a propsal. time to get to work. "get up. it's time. you're life. you choice. it's time for you to read the signs. get up. the time. is now. let's go."

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i adored despicable me. what a wonderful film. i have been obsessed with animation lately. it had a great soundtrack too by Pharell!

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i want to start painting. i want to start scuplting. i want to dig my hands into material. i want to smash colors onto a canvas. i want paint and clay. i want messiness. i want my hands to be cased in red and yellow and green paint, and i want glitter to be jammed in my fingernails. i want clay to be mashed into my pores. i want to create something.

i gotta git dos supplies discount!!

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i can't wait to go to south america one day. im itching to go there more than any other place right now. hands down! Brazil and Argentina, fuck!! I want to go to each of those places for at least month just for dancing. more time for sights, i guess.
so many girls, so many boys, so many dance floors.... so little time.
slash/ i love feeling and looking confident. i love a nice outfit. i love not giving a fuck!