3am

So they laugh
Holding eachother in the awkwardness of the night
Of a three am reandavous
That did & didn't happen
That did & didn't happen

"Everything happens for a reason" The other says
And yet again the other takes up the pan language of safety
Where his heart is raw and bleeding
Across this page
As if he had to think of a wonderful line
tragedy between the greatest love affair of our lives
I want to put tragedy
As we sit in this bedroom
Mattress on floor- Seashells crushed on stained carpets.
We scribbled on a ripped piece of paper
And it was beautiful.